STRESS :THE ORDER OF MY LIFE....

Hey guys! I know I have been a very bad blogger .The worst I think but honestly I have been stressed emotionally,physically,psychologically and  all that .                                                     I recently started university and I am trying to juggle uni life, my social life, health , school and also some major things have been happening in my life and yes they have really affected my emotional wellbeing but they have also inspired me to blog and I’ll be blogging about all my emotional bla di bla because honestly it makes me feel better . I hardly ever ttalk to people about my feelings because honestly I don’t know how to verbally explain it but when it comes to writing , I can express myself more . Anyway back to the topic , STRESS!   I am literally dying . But I’ll say I put some of this stress on myself because I procrastinate a lot and when it comes to school work, it doesn’t help a lot .Right now , I have about 7 assignments to start working on 3 I should have done weeks ago but I have been lazy , sick emotionally and physically and all that . Also I want to work on my blog more and I am trying to keep up with my YouTube channel . To be honest , I’m going crazy but I’m trying to calm down . Please how do you guys dal with stress!? Any tips ?

Comment ! tell me ! lets help eachother . Guys also help me with ideas to blog about . I’m also stressing out in that department . Any questions you want to ask?

Have a nice stress free day

Aima xoxo

OOTD OUTFIT POST

 I know i havent been active for a while and i have reasons which i would tell you guys later.However i have decided to start fashion posts . I'll do this once every week and see how it goes from there and hope you enjoy this.                                                                   Also i will post a video on my youtube channel:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNzwXvpnxVYqBu0ubDmyteg I have never done this and i'm a bit nervous but tell me if you like it and have a nice day.
  I would describe this look as a comfy but chic look. The Black sleevless jacket gives the outfit a formal touch. The blue trousers  and the red shoes add colour to the outfit .I love stripes and it goes well with the jacket and compliments it. I feel you could wear this outfit any time of the day and at night you could dress it up with a pair of nice heels although i don't wear heels but if you are comfortable in them , then go ahead.

Sleevless Coat:Newlook
Trousers:Forever 21
Shoes:Asos
Lipstick:Bourjois in Velvet
Bag:Versace Jeans

I'M SORRY/BODY IMAGE ISSUES/INSECURITIES/CONFIDENCE !

Hey guys ! Okay I know I've been away for too long but like I explained in my YouTube video which I hope you guys checked out , I am finding it hard to juggle both . I need inspiration plus I don't want to repeat myself on my YouTube channel and blog . Anyway lately I've been having what I would call self love issues , confidence issues or whatever you may want to call it . Basically I have been "hating" myself . As you all know or I think you would have discovered; I AM FAT and I have been fat for as long as I can remember . I've always struggled with my weight . Been on so many diets , lost , added, etc . So last year I lost a lot of weight though the Cambridge diet which I'm planning on starting again and which I have succeeded once , tried to start again twice and failed twice . I've been thinking a lot about my weight , the health risks , the societal risks ,(yes to me they're risks )etc .I recently went to the doctor to do a full check up and according to the report , I'm healthy but the only problem is my weight . The thing is I know I'm overweight and I know I need to loose weight . Now as you know I love Youtube ,you tubers ,and so on .so one of my favourite you tubers is 

Chanel Boateng .I'm posting this from my phone so I'll link her channel later . Anyway she's a plus size blogger and vlogger like myself and I've been watching her channel for some time . She's done so many videos on body image and self confidence and I I'm like " wow she's so brave" , because I'll find it hard to talk about such a sensitive topic like that but u know what , I'm starting not to care .i'm a selfie person. I hardly take full pictures because I feel ashamed or self conscious or anything u wanna call it but you know what I love myself and I know it's a working progress . Thus self confidence thing , it doesn't come that easy but I'm trying . Im gonna try my best to stay healthy and I'm not gonna do it for anyone . Doing it for myself . Now back to my diet talk . The Cambridge diet , why I failed , because I did it for the wrong reasons . I did it because I wanted the compliments , not because I wanted to do it for myself and that's something Chanel talks about .it has to start from you well in this case me .now this picture above , I just took it a couple of mins ago .i know some people might say "oh it's because you're wearing black ,black makes u look slimmer","oh it's the angle" bla bla bla .i don't care ! The fact is that I am proud of myself for taking that picture today because for like almost a month , I have been avoiding a mirror because I thought I looked disgusting and today I felt pretty and I know I am beautiful and am working on a better me , so please allow me to grow in peace .im sorry this blog post is all over the place but it's exactly the way I'm thinking,I'm writing . Have a nice day guys !!😊😊

I'M BACK/CHIT CHAT, SKIN DETOX, UNI!

BACK!/UPDATE ON YOUTUBE CHANNEL/VLOGGING

My People! I am sooooooooooooo sorry for this disappearing act i just pulled. I haven’t been up to date with blogging and vlogging and i can say its mostly my fault. The blogging part, i actually do not know if there is anything like a bloggers block but i think there is something like a writers block ... oh well i had a bloggers block ! i seriously did not know what to write. I reached a stall. Like you know when you go on a diet and you start to loose weight and you reach a stall where you just stop. Well that’s kind of what happened to me and also most of the ideas i have , i feel they will be better on my YouTube channel which i hope you guys have checked out and if you have not , i will leave the link . So guys I know I might not be that big of a blogger to do a Q&A but if you have any questions or if you have any topic at all that you will like me to talk about either on my blog or my YouTube channel, please email me or comment or send me a message on any of my social media accounts .

Have a lovely day

Aima xxx

The Bread winner !!

INTRODUCTION/GET TO KNOW ME TAG !

Guys please go and check out my first video on youtube. Please share , like and subscribe and ignore the studio lights poking out!

THIS OR THAT BEAUTY TAG!!

Makeup:

Blush or Bronzer? : I hardly ever use blush so I would go with bronzer .

Lip gloss or Lipstick? : I like both but these days I’m liking more lipsticks

Eye liner or mascara? :Anyone who knows me will tell you how much I love eyeliner ! I feel like it just changes your makeup ! I love anyone who puts eyeliner on! It’s amazing!

Foundation or concealer? : I would go with both because they do work together ….

Natural or colored eyeshadow? :I don’t like colourful eyeshadow  . I like the more  earthy colours .

Pressed or Loose eyeshadow? : I think pressed because it’s more compact .

Brushes or sponges? : I think I like sponges better because they do the work better especially when you’re contouring because if you use a brush , I was told my my makeup guru friend, that it’s just like using your hands and that means you’re literally cleaning up your makeup.

Nails:

OPI or china glaze? : I’m not really into nails but I think I’ll say china glaze

Long or short? : Short all the way !

Acrylic or natural? : Natural

Bright or dark? : Bright

Flower or no flower? :No flower

Body:

Perfume or body splash? : Perfume

Lotion or Body butter? : Body Lotion

Body wash or soap? : Body Wash

Lush or other bath company? : Lush

Fashion:

Jeans or sweat pants? : Sweat Pants

Long sleeve or short? : Long sleeve

Dresses or skirts? : Dresses

Stripes or plaid? : Stripes

Flip flops or sandals? : Flip flops

Scarves or hats ?:  None

Studs or dangly earrings? : Depending on the occasion but I love studs

Necklaces or Bracelets? : Bracelets

Heels of Flats? : Flats

Cowboy boots or riding boots? : None

Jacket or Hoodie? : Jacket

Forever 21 or Charlotte russe? : Forever 21

Abercombie or Holister? :  None

Hair:

Curly or Straight? : Curly

Bun or Ponytail? : Ponytail

Bobby Pins or butterfly clips ? : Bobby pins

Hair spray or gel ? : Hair Spray

Long or Short ? : Long!

Light or Dark ? : Dark

Side sweep bangs or full bangs ? : None

Up or down ? : Down

Random:

Rain or shine ? : Shine

Summer or Winter ? : both can be annoying sometimes but I think I prefer winter

Fall or Spring ?: Spring

Chocolate or Vanilla ? : Chocolate!

LONG TIME NO SEE / YOUTUBE CHANNEL !!!

Hello everybody!! How are you guys !? I am soooooo sorry ! I know , know , it's like i disappeared. I had exams so i could not post as often but hey now don't be sad ! You know why !? Because IT'S SUMMER!! Yes my darlings ! It's that time of the year ! Okay there's something exciting i have to tell you guys ! I am starting my YouTube channel! I've been wanting to start it for ages but no time and also i wasn't sure but now i am fully sure . Basically on my channel. i would just be chatting , talking about random stuff , my opinions , anything basically ! My first video is going to be up next week Tuesday or Wednesday ! Make sure you check it out ! Share it ! Like it ! and finally subscribe ! I'll really appreciate it ! Thank you ! Have a lovely day !

Aima

A Brighter Tomorrow

At this moment in my life , I can finally say that I am happy . I am happy with myself . I am happy that i have the greatest friends in the world that love me no matter what . I have finally decided to stop complaining about minor situations that I may have and that truly does not stop my world from moving on. I have learnt to thank God in every situation. Sometimes we take a little problem and put it on a pedestal but we forget those who have the worst problems and who are in the worst situations . Situations where there seems to be no hope and yet they keep on believing and smiling . We complain if we don’t get a certain type of food that we like but we forget that there are people who do not have a choice ,who do not have any food to choose from . We are upset about our physical appearance but yet we are comfortable . There are human beings out there that would give anything to be in your situation no matter how little you think you have . We should learn to embrace our souls. Look into each other’s souls and love that person genuinely . After all from dust we came and to dust we shall return. At the end of the day when we leave this earth , we shall be remembered for our spirits and not our bodies . Our bodies will decay and that shows that it is not eternal but our spirits live on forever. Look forward and see that there is light and follow that light and reach for your dreams . In every situation you find yourself in , Praise Almighty God for he knows what is best .

Have a wonderful day guys !

Image by Ryan McGuire 

http://www.imcreator.com/free/the-endless-road